bored~.~

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Whole day slacked at home..
Do things as usual..
Audition.. Friendster..
Listen to Music.. Watched tv..
Search for Dramas/ Animations..
Life is bored without Stepping out of house..
Chalet is near.. So do cosfest..
Worse is After chalet,
The next day must go back same place for cosfest.

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Afternoon send Jie off at Airport..
Terminal 3. The new T3 for Mostly Singapore Airlines.
It was Big.. Mmm.. Maybe couples can go there walk walk ba..
It's hard to believe that Airport also have FooD CourT.
Some more is just looks more like a shopping mall to me..
On the Departure level. It looks more high class..
What spoils it was the way Singaporean dressed.
Somehow feel so.. err.. duno how say compared to HongKong.
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Reached home ate watermelon~ Muahaha..


Me~ LoL bored.

SHAGGED

/
Another shaggy day..
Just back home.. haiz.. So sleepy..
Last night slept at 3.59am.. Play game LoL..
Haha.. still rmb the time so clearly when last see hp time.
Woke up at 12noon.. Tio K0 by mum..
Whack me wake, wake le nagg..
Weather Damn bloody hot lor..
As if i'm in the oven like that, worse den in hell.
Went out late.. lol.. actually wan go out @ 2 de..
Den i was like aiya.. Drag lor.. lol..
Nothing much to post also la.. haha..
Sianzz.. So sleepy now..
End here ba.. Nights.. =3

Fattening Day [Shagged]

=3
Morning.. went down swimming.. 4Laps..
After that Sun-tan by the pool..
It was blazing hot lor.. haha..
Went home found that i was black..
LoL.. but this black wont last long on my skin de..
within 1 week i'll turn back into a white one..
TT.TT i dun like white.. i wan honey brown de skin.

Afternoon Meet Lingli go to her work place to get her phones..
6 phones?? or 9 phones?? Omg.. so many lor..
Reached bugis at 6++ le.. Ate chewy puffs..
Tried the new opened JCO Donuts..
Mmm.. not bad lar.. but if i were to compare..
DoNut FacTory de donuts nicer.. =D
Went street shop again! WAH!! MY BAG...
But so fucking expensive how buy??
Brought my shorts & a Tee..
Haha! Duno why this few days i'm so Addicted to sweet stuff.
Ate a lot lor.. Chocolates too..
Some more.. Before going home i still wanna eat..
And brought 3buns[sweet de] & 2 more chewys..
Man.. i'll surely grow fat soon lor.. ROFL..
=3 Took some pics during the bored journey in mrt.

Shagged Dat

~
What a Shaggy day i have..
This afternoon.. Me, Jie & ZW..
went down play badminton & tennis..
Play till really shag.. lol.. i duno how play tennis from young de..
That's why i really mean shagged.. haha..
Evening, went dinner at AngMoKio..
Ate quite a lot.. bloated like hell haha.
Went BIGMac Centre de K POOL..
LoL.. i'm so bloody noob la..
Kena laugh by others..
Aiya.. also cannot say me no good leh..
this is the only 2nd time i step into K POOL & play lor..
haha.. Not bad la.. Though very xia sui.
No one 放水.. of coz will lose like hell la..
Shagged and tired.. End here.. Nights~

bored~

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Bored bored bored At home whole day..
Packing my stuffs.. Found lots of old pictures of me..
damn nerdy looks, Hahaha.. Dig out many memories..
Mostly are those happy onces.. =3

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Instruction : Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them at the end of the post. Notify them at their cbox that they’ve been tagged. Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all.

1)At what age do you wish to get married?
Depends on what age my white knight come n fetch me..

2)Study hard or Play hard?
Study hard comes 1st den PLAY HARD~

3)Who is the person you trust most?
No one, not even myself.

4)Do you think you have enough confidence?
Mmm no idea.

5)If you have a dream come true , what would it be?
GPA 4pointer, get into POLY asap.

6)What is your idea of a friend?
being themselves not being others.

7)What is your goal this year?
GPA 4pointer

8)Do you believe in eternity love?
YES!

9)If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
Bringing happiness to each and everyone.

10)If time were to unwind , what would you want to change?
grow up in the way like my past.. the happy one.

11) Would you like the person whom you love make the initiative to kiss/hug you?
Dun really get it.. LoL.

12)What feelings you hate the most?
Left-out.

13) What is your childhood ambition?
Designer.

14)Do you believe in love at first sight?
No.

15)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family & Friends.

16)Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you?
My mum.

17)People who are going to be hated by you?
It depends on situation..

18)Describe the person who tagged you in five words.
i'm always there for you.

19)Do you deserve to be loved?
No. dun think so..

20)Which one came 1st? egg or chicken?
Mmm.. mixture of cells.. lol..


Well.. i'm lazy to tag anyone..
Whoever who is so bored can always do this stupid stuff.

Dar House

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Today went to dardar's house..
Actually wanna go park way / east coast walk walk de..
End up slacking at his house.. Watch drama..
Play audition etc. lor...
LOL. One thing DarDar dare me to post de..
Haha.. Here it goes..
Dardar SLAP ME TT.TT on my FACE..
So Painful.. It breaks me apart..
Break my heart.. So SAD!!! TT.TT
*the slap is true.. but emotions are all fake..*
[post for fun de.. no harm]
Ate some durians, brought dar's uncle..
Haha.. something funny's here..
Dardar duno how play 12party de..
LoL not even 50k points.. but his beatup is pro de lor..
Mmmm.. found out that dardar got collection of seashells de worx.
So pretty, just like those on sale..
Hope to have one purple seashell for my mum. she loves it.
Went home @10++pm, Reached home before 11pm
=3

[though i have you by my side]
[somehow i still felt alone/left-out]
[especially when you speak about finding them]
[not saying i wanna control ur freedom]
[just felt left-out.. so alone]

PS.ker. sorry to hurt you badly today. TT.TT

アリセ８８ｔｈ

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Today went アリセ８８ｔｈ for photo shoot..
Haiz.. Didn't know that the camera man didn't come.
白带my clothes all the way to アリセ le..
Haiz.. Took some pics using phone lor..
Not as nice coz.. i not experience to poses..
Haha.. i soo ugly lor.. LoL..
Omg.. Alice ask me to try lolita..
Woot~ soo cute worx...
Ohhhhh man.. So nice..
I didn't notice that me in lolita look so cute~
Muahahaha.. i so zilian now..
Love myself le.. haha..
My sis came over to the shop & saw me in lolita.
She was like... duno what she say la..
After she went off awhile..
I was like.. OMG~ i dun feel like changing back..
Sooo NICE!!! BUTT!!!! it cost S$180.
EXPENSIVE SIO!!!! How buy???
SO NICE YET SO EX!!!
Haha.. RUKI! I LOVE YOU~
LoL.. Feel like bringing Ruki home..
So shuai~ manage to take some pics of him..




*P.S*- Sorry Alice for taking pic..
[Really love it... ><]

Sentosa!!!

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Today is a special day..
I duno why also.. just think that it's special for me..
Went to Sentosa with Mum & Sis..
Went there have fun, sun tanning..
Sleep at the beach there..
Though it was hot.. but not bad la..
Haha.. i somehow got irritated by those guys sitting near us..
They like 故意sit so close de lor.. Damn them lor..
LoL.. So many people today,
Maybe tml most people have to go work..
Or students' skl re-open le..
So noisy, how to sleep? LoL..
Some more sooooooo many eyes looking at this direction..
haha.. LoL.. @ night, didn't manage to watch the show..
Coz, $8 per person.. who wan go?
LoL.. Dinner went Vivo de SuperDog..
Wahahaha.. finally.. so long didn't eat le..
Mmmm... That's my day =)
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Shld i call this as a happy day or sad day..?

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Happy 1 Month Anniversary ^^v
Happy DarDar~ Love you..
Somehow sad la.. Didn't manage to go out today..
Due to lacking of places to go..
Haiz.. Singapore ar!!! Why you so SMALL???
Sian sia @ home.. Emo all day meh??
I dun want lor.. Haiz...
These Days are as HOT as In the oven lor..
Sweating Like Hell, the HEAT is there..
No matter how cold i on the air-con..
Rotting like a rot at home.. Nothing better to do.
Play maple? Got problem can't play..
Audition?? play till sian liao..
Friendster? No one give comment, so need not reply.
Animes?? all watch le waiting for next episode..
Haiz!!!! SO FUCKING BORED @ HOME!!!!
Save me!!! I'm dying out of boredom~!!!

Oh man.. Realize that my leg have scars & bruises..
me so Careless sia.. Every time langa the computer table.
Or sharp edge/ corner. LoL.. Stupid lor..
haiz.. more den 5 scars & blue-black liao..
Blasting my music, sing along like an idiot..

[i'm sad, cried just now. too painful]
[didn't you realize?]

100 Questions.. [nothing to do]

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1. Who i love most?
- i'm confused.

2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
- yes.

3. What happen at 10am today?
- it's 12.30pm.

4. When did you last cry?
- Few days ago.

5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
- Bread.

6. What do you want in your life now?
- Happiness.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
- Put up hood.

8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
- Booster! and od coz my pillow~

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
- tee & shorts.

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
- 'Ok.. muacks'..

11. Do you intend to make a relationship complicated?
- No.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- No.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
- SHAOLIN GIRL!

14. What are you proud of?
- Nothing.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
- [about photoshooting event].

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
- Chizuru - The GazettE

17. Do you have any nicknames?
- Yes. Alot too many to say.

18. What does your last recieved text message say?
- 'dardar wan call me now mah'.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
- 4.26am in the morning.

20. Are you currently happy?
- No.

21. Who gives you best advice?
- It depends.

22. Are you afraid of the dark?
- No.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
- Mmm.. [33]<- code.

24. Is anything bugging you now?
- Dun think so.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
- Him. =D

26. Do you wear toe socks?
- Overseas when winter .

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
- [33]<-code.

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
- Of coz many times.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
- spamming me stupid questions.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
- Last time?.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
- No.

32. What is the color of your room?
- Light blueish green

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
- Depends on how much i hate that person.

34. Do you believe in the saying 'talk is cheap'?
- Huh? Dun get it.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
- me, myself and I.. ><

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
- No.

38. Do you have a life?
- Of coz!

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
- yeah, sometimes ba.

40.What is the reason behind your profile song?
- Nice song. meaningfull =)

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
- No idea.

42. Last time you smiled?
- hours ago.

43. Have you changed this year?
- i think so.

44. What are you listening right now?
- Someone else blog de song.

45. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?
- No.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
- OPEN!

47. Is there a quote you live by?
- i dun think so.

48. Do you want someone you can't have?
- NO.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
- Mmm.. =xx

50. What was the worst idea you've had in week?
- No idea which is the worst.

51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
- watching animes.

52. Are you happy with your love life now?
- Cannot be answered. maybe ba.

53. What song best describe your love life?
- Chizuru. Ba..

54. Does the person know you like him/her?
- ck?kk? No idea.

55. Who always make you laugh?
- [33]

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
- Cantoese.

57. Favourite website?
- duno.

58. What's your middle name?
- yosuke

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
- Go airport fetch sis =].

60. What do you think you are like?
- idoit LoL.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
- Die Alone.

62. Where have you been today?
- Home.

63. What game do you play often?
- Maple;, Audition.

64. Who are you missing right now?
- 2 ppl

65. If you've to choose between friends and loves, who will you choose?
- Friends.

66. What are you doing right now?
- Doing this survey.

67. Which primary school are you from?
- Ai Tong School.

68. Name 3 colors that you like?
- BLACK;RED;WHITE.

69. What emotion you like to show?
- xD

70. What is your life to you?
- a Reason to live.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
- handle it alone.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
- potatoboiboi.

73. Who do you admire most?
- my dad?.

74. Which month are you born in?
- May.

75. How are you feeling right now?
- hungry.

76. What is the time now?
- 12.11AM

77. Where are you now?
- home.

78. What I wished t do after this survey?
- sleep!

79. Why are you doing this test?
- coz i was bored

80. What do you do when you are moody?
- audi?.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
- No idea.

82. Who is more important to you?
- her*.

83. Do you think you have enough confident?
- Depends!

84. Who is the person you trust most?
- no one have 100% trust?

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- Yup.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
- getting back to the past.

87. What is your goal for this year?
- Study well to get 4 pointer.

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
- Yes. but hard to find

89. What feeling do you love most?
- being loved by others.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
- YES. IT'S DAMN FREAKKING HOT~~!!

91. What feeling you hate the most?
- Feelings Hurt.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- Yes.

93. Do you believe in god?
- Satan?.

94. Who cares for you the most?
- Duno.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Happiness.

96. What are some stuffs you couldn't let go now and forever?
- family & friendship.

97. What have you done regretted things in your whole life?
- i told lies. that hurt ppl.

98. What would you feel that on one no longer cares for you?
- it's okay, it happens every now & then.

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
- if he knows me well, he'll know what will happen next.

100. What do you want now?
- I WANT A HAPPY LIFE!!!!


Read after you've done the survey.
1) Remove 1 question from the above and add in your own personal question, bold it.
2) Write down 10 people whom you would want them to do the survey at the end of the post and tell them through tag boards.

It's your choice to do the survey!

It's HEAVEN

me & ll
.
Meet up with Lingli today..
Went up to her work place de office,
before we head towards Bugis. Waa~!
Really Damn freaking long didn't go le.
Especially to Alice.. But didn't go anyway =[
I got myself 2 chewy puff!!! So nice so sweet..
LL was like O_O when she waits for me to finish.
Coz what i did was keep saying "It's Heaven~"
Walk Street, looking for something new & nice.
Waa! I love those blouse, Love high carts shoes..
Argh! LL stop me from buying the bag..!!!!
Which cost $59.90 [so expensive]..
And a K-star T-shirt cost $32.50 [okay la..]
Waaa.. i want i want I WANT THE BAG!!!!!
KILL ME!!! SO FREAKING NICE!! I WANT!!!
LL brought a LIME GREEN shorts..
Not bad actually.. BUT.. one thing..
Throughout half of the day..
She keep saying LiMe Green LiMe Green!!!
While me myself keep mentioning about the bag..
Went to Suntec for the IT fair.. Damn alot of people..
as if free queue like that lor..
Before going, Went to DONUT FACTORY!!!
Wooot~ 1st time eat it lor.. i thought is was going to be damn sweet..
But i was wrong. IT'S SO HEAVENLY HEAVEN!!!
Can't describe the feeling.. just like heaven..!!!
I'm in heaven!!! OMG~!!! ><>
Went IT though it was too late for us to get in..
But.. At least i brought my ear-piece..
Finally lor, my life is back.. music = my life..
Too bad.. it's out of my budget but i brought it..

[i'm sorry to lie to you.]
[i know u'll hate me.]
[so i would rather hate myself.]

Shattered Heart

.
I miss you so badly..
Although i have i have you by my side..
But why do i still feell..
So Hurt and Alone??
Is is really true that..
有钱人没朋友。没钱的人拥有一大群朋友？
Why are you always talking about your friends?
You seems to be more interest in ..
what's happening to them, than to me..
You seems to care more about them..
What am i to you? I'm i alive??
Well.. Today, i cried. Cried for more than 5 times.
I was so fucking in pain. no one cares.
Wondering why.. Why can't i be myself infront of you.
Didn't you realise that all my smiles are fake?
Till now, i only show less than 5 real smiles..
Not knowing why the huggs you gave me..
isn't as secured as the previous ones..
It's cold, it hurts me badly.
I just couldn't be myself..
I wanted to cry out my pain, But you stop me..
And let me kept those sadness as memories..
In my heart.. Deep new scars again..
Maybe you are right, our family background isn't same.
Yours are as freedom as a flying bird..
Not like mine, a bird that locks up in the cage.
Rich people have no friends, unlike yours. Many.
Well this is just my life, not yours..
That's why, no matter what you say,
you only think of yourself. Not me..
You need not to care or understand.
We are just different people.
From different world.. Right??
Is that really so hard? To care & understand?
What i heard from you till now,
90% of it is all about your friends,
your brother or who soever...

[Or maybe i shld be just a of your friend]
[That you cared to care?]


My Heart.. a Shattered one..

It is no longer a heart..

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Waa.. Finally one week has passed..
Can go out le.. == All my fault..
Make myself ban from going out de..
... emo for more den one week le..
duno why also.. maybe i think too much ba..
p.s i'm not going to do silly things to myself..
So please dun worry soo much..
Zzzz.. Sorry My dardar..
So Long didn't meet up TT_TT
forgive me please.. i know u not happy about it..
Me myself too.. haizz..
wo de xin zhong shi you dian kong kong de gan jue.

[Hello my Dear, KiLL me gently]

bored

.
Finally!! Tomorrow can go skl le..
I miss skl.. Duno why also..
Rotting at home for days..
Everyday Msn, Friendster Audi..
No Life arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!
Duno what to blog liao la..
End Here.. =)

heyhey.

.
Weiheyhey~~
Back to myself..
Today damn sian..
Sad la.. Still got afew days to end..
Den can go out..
ArGHGHGH!!!
Event postpone.. Sad..
Hope it doesn't crash into my chalet dates.
I wanna go Alice!!!!!
Can't stand it le lahh!!!
Waaa. going crazy.. poison too strong le. LoL
Afternoon.. go watch anime till emo..
Evening go down swimming,
reduces stress.. Zzz swim alone.. Sian..
Later need do housework somemore..
Dead liao la.. Bored Death..
Whole day MIA.. didn't reply most msg..
OH GOD..!!! I'm rotting @ home..

.
My heart is bleeding. Those old wounds seems to crack again.
My heart is numb, numbed by the pain u gave me.
You made me cried, you made my hear bleeds again.
Never fails to make me smile.
Never fails to make me cry.
How much more do you want to make me?
Happy? or Sad? Or even back into the situation like 2 years ago?
The one who's heart bleeds almost everyday?
The one who's hand filled with cut's scars?
The one who was left alone?
The one who commited suicide before?
The one who cried alone at a dark corner where no one notice?

the time has come.
i'm no longer myself.
i hate myself.
i wish my life could just end here.

Depression.

.
Once again, i end up back to my world.
The only world that suits me best.
Only world only place that understands my feelings.
My true feelings, my thoughts..
Deep inside my heart.
Those bleeding wounds and deep scars,
Never ending pain.. Always left alone at the dark corner.
Have anyone notice my existance?
Could anyone save me from this Darkness?
Instead of pushing me deeper and deeper?
I rather be hated now..
I dun worth anyone's love.. Just a worthless person..
How long more must i continue to have
a mask on or even a FAKE smile i use everyday??
No one would understand how i thinks..
Unless you have gone through it before..
I wanted to cut.. But somehow,
There's something stopping me from doing it..
I wanted to cry.. Instead of tears rolling down,
The wounds starts to bleed again..

When will i return to the one who carries a bright smile to everyone everyday?
The one i used to be when i was young.

2.4km

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Wooot! It's already 1 am plus leh..
And i'm still blogging here =p
After the AutoCAD lesson was like damn freaking bored.
Wilson's class was like talking about report writing..
Which makes me almost fall asleep..
Dammit, while in class.. My phone rings like no body's business.
Cher keep looking @ me lor.. Fan sia!!
After those boring hours of breaks..
Finally.. Our 2.4km run LoL..
My stamina Deprove Damn alot lor..
It was like one year ago since i really into exercise..
When run till half way, the sky starts tearing..
Failed of coz.. but managed to finish it..
20 minutes plus.. Haiz.. What noob me worx..
Ran No. 17 [haha. my fav no.]
After the run, liao liao liao!!!
Everyone was walking like zombies..
All muscles Cramp, aching..
Slack at canteen till our sweats dried up.
When late for Fool's class..
Learned gates n gates n GATES!!!
Somehow confused in the 1st place..
Haha.. That's my day...

[Felt alone]
[Nobody cares]
[Depression Mood]
[Wants to cut deep]

In skl

.
Wahaha.. LoL ><
Yesterday say blog.. end up msn-ing..
Friendster, Blogskin hunting n audition..
Got pissed off.. My skills deproving..
Haha.. learning how to chance =p
=( stupid me.. Haiz..
Yesterday say wan bring book home to study..
End up?? LoL.. Forgot again..
Dardar.. be happy that i didn't post up what i wanna post.
Haha.. Today!!! AutoCAD Test!!!
Damn Freaking easy la.. Finish 40mins before Time..
So many people late worx.. Somemore attendence so jia lak.
Well.. I'm Freezing like hell now.. Though not under the air-con..
Haha.. well i end here.. ><><